How the lonely stars sparkle

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Dear Beautiful,

The quiet of a night spent alone can be so beautiful and yet so sad

The heavens look so lonely tonight, dotted by the shimmering glimmer of the moon and the tiny sparkles of the stars

Until now, I had never known the meaning of a perfectly blissful night

To have felt you snuggle up close to me -- feeling the warmth of your kiss upon my lips

To have spent seconds seeming like hours staring into your sparkling green eyes... that no set of stars could ever compare to

To pull your hand into mine and place my thumb securely into your palm -- watching you smile at me

This absence from your side is tearing me apart

I can can feel my heart burning away inside my chest--this fire that steals away bits and pieces of me until I can be made whole again

I'm sorry for being so wordy about how I feel...

I can't explain the depth of how much it hurts until I'm alone at night

When that time of the night comes along when couples rest together at night, their hearts and bodies united with just one another, and as I sit here alone...I just long for that moment when you and I won't have to leave one another again

I long for that moment when no more planes will fly away into the deep blue sky taking one of us away from the other

I long for that moment when I'll return home to you, to hold you and tell you how much I love you

Until then, my heart will remain shattered

..barely holding itself together with every memory we have together

I love you so very much my darling

Tonight, as always..I'm holding you closely in my thoughts

Forever Yours

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