Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Without you here, it's harder to breathe

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Dear Beautiful,

I miss you

It's simple, true -- beyond a doubt heartfelt

Knowing your presence in my life was the catalyst to such amazing joy, in knowing what life should be like...with you...

You and me, together

I have found an emptiness on returning home, a dull joylessness without your smile to brighten my life

I've been asking God to continue to give me the strength to pursue my dreams -- to make purposeful this time away from your side

For, your side is where I need to be

There's no sense in hiding that desire in my heart anymore

Perhaps when we first met -- the time we spent in watching and waiting with one another, hoping for the other to let it slip about how much they cared

Now though..you know my heart

You know I am continually thinking about the day I can propose to you

Get married to you

Grow old with you

For, you are so completely lovely to me

There was not one moment when I was with you that I thought otherwise

Now as I am away from you, I can feel my chest tightening every time I think about being next to you again

I long for it -- I wait for it

I will hold you closely in my thoughts and prayers until the day I can hold you in my arms again

I love you so very much darling

I promise you I always will

Forever Yours

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1 comment:

.kt. said...

I no longer have to delete my comments before you see my professions of love :)

I miss you so very much, my love...you mean so much to me, and that becomes more and more apparent with each passing day. I am continually praying for God to grant me the ability to not let my longing for you affect my performance and my devotion to my job. :( That's how much you mean to me.

I love you with all my heart. I miss you just as much. Don't forget about what we have.