--
Dear Beautiful,
My thoughts being set on you seem to be a permanent thing now..
Ever since November 20, 2007, my heart, my mind, my soul, all seemed to have found life in the life of another, in you...
Every second that passes brings me closer to you
Every second since that chilly night in November
Without realizing it then, November 20 started a huge countdown in my life
A countdown that will outlast week and weekend visits between Missouri, Virginia, and New Jersey
A countdown that will outlast daily phone calls, love letters, and packages sent back and forth
A countdown that will outlast the beauty of a silver ring on your finger, the pictures taken of you and I, so very much in love and attached to one another
This countdown will keep ticking, keep winding down, until one very special moment
Its final seconds of its existence will lie in the moment when my eyes watch you, dressed in the most beautiful white gown, as you walk towards me down that aisle
What a beautiful end to that countdown we will have...
I treasure each and every one of these moments darling, even though we are so far away
I know so deeply down in my heart that every second I live through, brings me one second closer to the day when I take your hand in mine, in front of our closest friends and family, and kiss your lips...not just as my girlfriend, but as my most beautiful and lovely wife
I treasure these moments, sweetheart
I will treasure ever moment from November 20, till the end of my life
Why?
Because your smile permeates my life now
And it forever will
I couldn't be happier
:]
I love you so very, very much
Forever Yours
--
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
Come spend a life with me..
--
Dear Beautiful,
Can you feel my love across the miles?
I want you to feel every inch of it..every second
I want you to be able to turn your head from the whirlwind of your day and find my love waiting...
Always patient
Always kind
Never boastful
Never proud
Never angry
Always protecting
Always trusting
Always preserving
Always hoping
Hope..my love seems to rest on that as much as anything else
Hope for the tomorrow when I have you back in my arms
Hope for the days when I can see the world with my love by my side
Will you come spend your life with me?
Will you trust yourself to the love in my embrace every night, while the rest of the world falls asleep?
Will you lay on the grass with me and look up at the clouds, finding your peace by my side?
I want to be with you with every bit of my being, darling
Know that the movie reel for rest of my life has already been played before my eyes
And as I watch our lives plan out, hand in hand
I understand how truly beautiful a life with you will always be
I love you, I always will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
Can you feel my love across the miles?
I want you to feel every inch of it..every second
I want you to be able to turn your head from the whirlwind of your day and find my love waiting...
Always patient
Always kind
Never boastful
Never proud
Never angry
Always protecting
Always trusting
Always preserving
Always hoping
Hope..my love seems to rest on that as much as anything else
Hope for the tomorrow when I have you back in my arms
Hope for the days when I can see the world with my love by my side
Will you come spend your life with me?
Will you trust yourself to the love in my embrace every night, while the rest of the world falls asleep?
Will you lay on the grass with me and look up at the clouds, finding your peace by my side?
I want to be with you with every bit of my being, darling
Know that the movie reel for rest of my life has already been played before my eyes
And as I watch our lives plan out, hand in hand
I understand how truly beautiful a life with you will always be
I love you, I always will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Tuesday, March 25, 2008
When you say love..
--
Dear Beautiful,
You sweet voice permeates my dreams, from those I encounter while I sleep, and when I am awake
Last night I dreamed I was defending you from some nameless face -- I remember just the sight of your face even in my dreams, and how dearly I wanted to see that smile cross your lips
Without you here, I am lost, without a guide, or a light to shine my way..
I remain in the knowledge of our future, in time, we will not be separate
But until then, this separation proves to be the hardest time in my life away from someone I have ever had
When you say speak your words of love over the phone, my day comes so clearly in focus
I seems like suddenly every weight I have been feeling, every pang of confusion or discontent finds its rightful end
When you say love, I feel a beauty restore itself upon my chest, a lightness on my shoulders
Of course, with your voice, my heart finds its peace again
How could it not..
You only have the sweetest most caring voice I've ever heard
You mean everything to me
When I hear you, and feel your voice pressed up against my ear, every piece of my broken world finds its match again
Although when you are gone..and I again fall into the knowledge of your presence missing in my life
I feel so tired...
Truly, you are the wind beneath my wings
My strength in the storm and in the sunny day
My smile till I walk down that path at the end of my life
You are my everything
And all I know for sure..
Is that I love you with all of my heart
And I know I want to take care of you, my most special and beautiful girl, for the rest of your life
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
You sweet voice permeates my dreams, from those I encounter while I sleep, and when I am awake
Last night I dreamed I was defending you from some nameless face -- I remember just the sight of your face even in my dreams, and how dearly I wanted to see that smile cross your lips
Without you here, I am lost, without a guide, or a light to shine my way..
I remain in the knowledge of our future, in time, we will not be separate
But until then, this separation proves to be the hardest time in my life away from someone I have ever had
When you say speak your words of love over the phone, my day comes so clearly in focus
I seems like suddenly every weight I have been feeling, every pang of confusion or discontent finds its rightful end
When you say love, I feel a beauty restore itself upon my chest, a lightness on my shoulders
Of course, with your voice, my heart finds its peace again
How could it not..
You only have the sweetest most caring voice I've ever heard
You mean everything to me
When I hear you, and feel your voice pressed up against my ear, every piece of my broken world finds its match again
Although when you are gone..and I again fall into the knowledge of your presence missing in my life
I feel so tired...
Truly, you are the wind beneath my wings
My strength in the storm and in the sunny day
My smile till I walk down that path at the end of my life
You are my everything
And all I know for sure..
Is that I love you with all of my heart
And I know I want to take care of you, my most special and beautiful girl, for the rest of your life
Forever Yours
--
Tuesday, March 18, 2008
Passing Moments..
--
Dear Beautiful,
Some of what I am seemingly shifts in small ways as I swiftly move across state boarders
Friendships, places, thoughts, they all change just a bit as I move back into the only place I used to know as home
My heart, yet, avoids this changing ideal as it holds onto a stronger, more important thing
As I crossed over Virginia, West Virginia, Maryland, Pennsylvania, New Jersey -- things changed
The leaves became a deeper shade of green, the accents of those I met became less and less laid back, and sharper, faster
The roads became smoother, more well defined by the larger numbers of cars that passed over them daily
As all these things changed, I thought about the differences
But even more-so, those similarities
I realized how my love for you, my care for you, the beating of my heart for you, stayed the same mile by mile
The passing moments had no changing hold on that -- even if the rest of my world changed as it was flying by
As I go into places I've known since I was just a child, there's a new element in my speech, in my actions, and that's you
You have become a name continually on my lips -- I simply love to tell people about how special you are to me
You have become a thought continually in my plans -- I spend my day thinking about the next time I'll hear your lovely voice, or the next time I'll be able to make fun plans with you about all the things we want to do..together
Into these old places I have seemingly known for years and years, they seem different, infused with greater purpose, simply because your name has penetrated my life so wonderfully
It's amazing to look at my life here, and see how beautifully it's changed since I used to live here permanently
Because of you..
Because of you.....
You are perfect beauty in my life
And I sure do love you! With all, all..of my heart
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
Some of what I am seemingly shifts in small ways as I swiftly move across state boarders
Friendships, places, thoughts, they all change just a bit as I move back into the only place I used to know as home
My heart, yet, avoids this changing ideal as it holds onto a stronger, more important thing
As I crossed over Virginia, West Virginia, Maryland, Pennsylvania, New Jersey -- things changed
The leaves became a deeper shade of green, the accents of those I met became less and less laid back, and sharper, faster
The roads became smoother, more well defined by the larger numbers of cars that passed over them daily
As all these things changed, I thought about the differences
But even more-so, those similarities
I realized how my love for you, my care for you, the beating of my heart for you, stayed the same mile by mile
The passing moments had no changing hold on that -- even if the rest of my world changed as it was flying by
As I go into places I've known since I was just a child, there's a new element in my speech, in my actions, and that's you
You have become a name continually on my lips -- I simply love to tell people about how special you are to me
You have become a thought continually in my plans -- I spend my day thinking about the next time I'll hear your lovely voice, or the next time I'll be able to make fun plans with you about all the things we want to do..together
Into these old places I have seemingly known for years and years, they seem different, infused with greater purpose, simply because your name has penetrated my life so wonderfully
It's amazing to look at my life here, and see how beautifully it's changed since I used to live here permanently
Because of you..
Because of you.....
You are perfect beauty in my life
And I sure do love you! With all, all..of my heart
Forever Yours
--
Saturday, March 15, 2008
In heart, yes, we are
--
Dear Beautiful,
I can feel my heart pounding in my chest
It's been less then a day, and knowing how far you are from me, and how unable I am to care for you as I want to right now
I feel torn apart away from your side where I know I need to, have to, be..
Why does it have to be like this?
Why can't the clouds part and allow you home?
Why can't the distance end it's painful impact and allow you and I to find some way to see one another so much more often?
You are my breath, my life, the reason my heart beats
I mean that..
...
Already after hearing your voice, just now, and knowing that finally your plane will be allowed off the ground gives me greater peace
In you there's something I've never found before in my own life..
That is, that for the first time, I care for someone as if I was right there with them, feeling their joy, their pain..
It must be because our hearts are not two anymore, but one
When I talked with you up on that mountain
And for that brief span of time I saw you in that wedding gown, marrying me, taking on my last time and returning home with me for forever..
I understood
Yes being married to someone is something official, something standard and set, something which wonderfully changes the path of your life... combining it with another's
Yet in heart, you and I have been married for so much longer already
Our hearts have both committed to one another eternal love, unending care, laughter, friendship, and adoration, for the rest of our lives
Just thinking about this makes me smile...
I can tell this every time I look deeply into your eyes and see pure, beautiful love staring back at me
Yes your name, it stands for pure...and I know without a doubt that you give the purest of loves anyone could ever offer
It's not tainted by envy, ego..or dirtied by outside motives or passions
It's essence lies in a care that is so completely unselfish, that I am often overwhelmed at how one girl, can be so beautifully angelic in her words and actions of love
No, darling, you give to me the purest love I do not deserve..yet somehow, your loving eyes found me
I know my eyes will never be able to look away
...I love you so, so very much
Being away from you is like walking in a room without light
Yet the candle of our memories, the sparkling glimmers of your letters and calls, and the beautiful sunlight of the knowledge of our marriage at heart
It illuminates my darkness when I am away from you
You shine so bright, darling
I meant that when I sung it to you on that small album
Until that day when you actually are in that beautiful, long white dress, and I in my shiny black shoes and neatly pressed tuxedo, just know..
My heart has already made its choice for all time
And it's you, darling...
:]
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
I can feel my heart pounding in my chest
It's been less then a day, and knowing how far you are from me, and how unable I am to care for you as I want to right now
I feel torn apart away from your side where I know I need to, have to, be..
Why does it have to be like this?
Why can't the clouds part and allow you home?
Why can't the distance end it's painful impact and allow you and I to find some way to see one another so much more often?
You are my breath, my life, the reason my heart beats
I mean that..
...
Already after hearing your voice, just now, and knowing that finally your plane will be allowed off the ground gives me greater peace
In you there's something I've never found before in my own life..
That is, that for the first time, I care for someone as if I was right there with them, feeling their joy, their pain..
It must be because our hearts are not two anymore, but one
When I talked with you up on that mountain
And for that brief span of time I saw you in that wedding gown, marrying me, taking on my last time and returning home with me for forever..
I understood
Yes being married to someone is something official, something standard and set, something which wonderfully changes the path of your life... combining it with another's
Yet in heart, you and I have been married for so much longer already
Our hearts have both committed to one another eternal love, unending care, laughter, friendship, and adoration, for the rest of our lives
Just thinking about this makes me smile...
I can tell this every time I look deeply into your eyes and see pure, beautiful love staring back at me
Yes your name, it stands for pure...and I know without a doubt that you give the purest of loves anyone could ever offer
It's not tainted by envy, ego..or dirtied by outside motives or passions
It's essence lies in a care that is so completely unselfish, that I am often overwhelmed at how one girl, can be so beautifully angelic in her words and actions of love
No, darling, you give to me the purest love I do not deserve..yet somehow, your loving eyes found me
I know my eyes will never be able to look away
...I love you so, so very much
Being away from you is like walking in a room without light
Yet the candle of our memories, the sparkling glimmers of your letters and calls, and the beautiful sunlight of the knowledge of our marriage at heart
It illuminates my darkness when I am away from you
You shine so bright, darling
I meant that when I sung it to you on that small album
Until that day when you actually are in that beautiful, long white dress, and I in my shiny black shoes and neatly pressed tuxedo, just know..
My heart has already made its choice for all time
And it's you, darling...
:]
Forever Yours
--
Saturday, March 8, 2008
Care
--
Dear Beautiful,
Here I am
Unashamed, unabashed, yours -- only and forever
Let me care for your heart?
Allow me the chance to love you with all I have to give?
Trust in me..
Dream with me..
The only thing I could ever want would be to care for you as you are meant to be cared for
You are beyond just someone special -- your maker designed you with such beautiful love
I can see it!
I want to be the one to care for you with all the love you deserve
Please, let me know when life gets too hard
Or the stings or pangs from broken parts of your past start hurting
May I be the one to bind up your wounds, to care for you with every art of my being, to nurse you back to heath by overwhelming love and dedication
This is all I could want sweetheart, for this care of mine to be all yours for all your life
I know, I know I know how blessed I am to know such an angel so personally
To be the one you can run to when the storms get too hard to bear
Know that with all that I am, I am yours -- truly all all of me
I care for you with all of my heart
And someday, when I slide that lovely silver ring down your finger -- it'll finally be that special moment when the rest of the world knows just as I do -- that my love for you, truly has no end, and never will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
Here I am
Unashamed, unabashed, yours -- only and forever
Let me care for your heart?
Allow me the chance to love you with all I have to give?
Trust in me..
Dream with me..
The only thing I could ever want would be to care for you as you are meant to be cared for
You are beyond just someone special -- your maker designed you with such beautiful love
I can see it!
I want to be the one to care for you with all the love you deserve
Please, let me know when life gets too hard
Or the stings or pangs from broken parts of your past start hurting
May I be the one to bind up your wounds, to care for you with every art of my being, to nurse you back to heath by overwhelming love and dedication
This is all I could want sweetheart, for this care of mine to be all yours for all your life
I know, I know I know how blessed I am to know such an angel so personally
To be the one you can run to when the storms get too hard to bear
Know that with all that I am, I am yours -- truly all all of me
I care for you with all of my heart
And someday, when I slide that lovely silver ring down your finger -- it'll finally be that special moment when the rest of the world knows just as I do -- that my love for you, truly has no end, and never will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Fall Asleep In My Arms..
--
Dear Beautiful,
The quiet of a night without you never seems right
It's dull, lifeless -- only until I hear that ever sweet voice across the phone miles
Do you know when I hear you tell me you love me, that every part of my life gets whisked away?
Suddenly I'm no longer by myself in this empty room, but hundreds of miles away there with you laying next to me
There's enough light in the room to cast a glow around your face, and I tuck my arms around you, holding you closely to me
I know when your voice is actually here with me and not so far away, these dreams will finally find their peace in your presence
I know someday, beyond this year, when you can fall asleep in my arms every night -- my heart will finally be content and at peace -- you completely totally and wholeheartedly
I want to go to sleep with you
I want to wake up with you
I want to catch the sunny days with you
I want trace the rain across our windows with you
I want to see every part of the rest of my life with you there right next to me, watching together how God has opened His creation to our eyes
I know there's no one else who could see it the way I do, except for you
Truly, our relationship is in His hands, near or far
It always has been
Without His ever present guidance, there's no way I would have ever met you
And truly the thought of a life spent without you doesn't seem like a reality I'd ever want to be in
Darling, will you fall asleep in my arms?
Safe and protected..in my arms?
Loved and cared for...in my arms?
Every night?
For the rest of your life?
Because truly, nothing else could ever make me happier
I love you, I love you..I love you!
With all my heart
:]
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
The quiet of a night without you never seems right
It's dull, lifeless -- only until I hear that ever sweet voice across the phone miles
Do you know when I hear you tell me you love me, that every part of my life gets whisked away?
Suddenly I'm no longer by myself in this empty room, but hundreds of miles away there with you laying next to me
There's enough light in the room to cast a glow around your face, and I tuck my arms around you, holding you closely to me
I know when your voice is actually here with me and not so far away, these dreams will finally find their peace in your presence
I know someday, beyond this year, when you can fall asleep in my arms every night -- my heart will finally be content and at peace -- you completely totally and wholeheartedly
I want to go to sleep with you
I want to wake up with you
I want to catch the sunny days with you
I want trace the rain across our windows with you
I want to see every part of the rest of my life with you there right next to me, watching together how God has opened His creation to our eyes
I know there's no one else who could see it the way I do, except for you
Truly, our relationship is in His hands, near or far
It always has been
Without His ever present guidance, there's no way I would have ever met you
And truly the thought of a life spent without you doesn't seem like a reality I'd ever want to be in
Darling, will you fall asleep in my arms?
Safe and protected..in my arms?
Loved and cared for...in my arms?
Every night?
For the rest of your life?
Because truly, nothing else could ever make me happier
I love you, I love you..I love you!
With all my heart
:]
Forever Yours
--
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Laugher and Sunny Days
--
Dear Beautiful,
I see our wonderful relationship growing and blossoming every day
Like the spring flowers that come up after the long, cold winters
We seem to have more of a beautiful bond that keeps on getting better
It's not just that you and I have so much love for one another..
We have the same joys, the same passions, the same loves, the same, the same...the same.
I could honestly go on for a long time about everything we are!
So for now we'll make plans for disney world, italy, new york city...and everywhere else where dreams come true
Before we know it, we'll be making plans for chucky-cheese, tee ball games, and school trips
Soon after that, it'll be small dinner dates with senior citizen discounts, drives around town listening to our "classics", and visiting places like natural bridge, hand in hand, we remember from when we were younger..
You see darling, I intend to not spend just now with you, but to grow old with you
To have little Bible studies with the love of my life for a long, long time
To spend my sunny days laughing with you about corny puns and funny stories...all for the rest of my days
To kiss you goodnight and into sleep, every night for the rest of your life
There's no one else in this world who could make me feel so happy like you do, baby..
Hey...I love you!
I know I always, always will!
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
I see our wonderful relationship growing and blossoming every day
Like the spring flowers that come up after the long, cold winters
We seem to have more of a beautiful bond that keeps on getting better
It's not just that you and I have so much love for one another..
We have the same joys, the same passions, the same loves, the same, the same...the same.
I could honestly go on for a long time about everything we are!
So for now we'll make plans for disney world, italy, new york city...and everywhere else where dreams come true
Before we know it, we'll be making plans for chucky-cheese, tee ball games, and school trips
Soon after that, it'll be small dinner dates with senior citizen discounts, drives around town listening to our "classics", and visiting places like natural bridge, hand in hand, we remember from when we were younger..
You see darling, I intend to not spend just now with you, but to grow old with you
To have little Bible studies with the love of my life for a long, long time
To spend my sunny days laughing with you about corny puns and funny stories...all for the rest of my days
To kiss you goodnight and into sleep, every night for the rest of your life
There's no one else in this world who could make me feel so happy like you do, baby..
Hey...I love you!
I know I always, always will!
Forever Yours
--
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
What happened the very first time that I met you
--
Dear Beautiful,
Can you tell me what happened to me that first time we met?
I scarce am able to understand it myself
The first time I wrapped my arms around you when you walked in that hotel door in that quiet town in Illinois
The first time I had the chance steal a glance over at you riding in the passenger seat next to me
The first time we kissed, and my heart was finally convinced that the angel I had fallen so deeply in love with, had fallen for me too
I would never never be the same after that
Never would my eyes feel so bright and alive as they finally saw you -- you who had such mighty hands lovingly craft your every detail, your every feature
Every spark in your beautiful green eyes
Every ounce of love in your every smile
And that heart of yours...wow
The bible says that God searches our hearts and He knows them
I know something about my relationship with you, and that's that I am so very blessed to be yours..
God has certainly searched your heart, and He, like I, have found such love and care and beauty in it
The fact that He would bless me, with the love of your heart, is so, so very special...it means everything to me
So what happened to me the first time we met?
Well, darling..you changed my life
You completed my heart
And I met the one that I'm going to love and care for..not just for now, but for forever
I would want for nothing else
I love you with all my heart darling
I always will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
Can you tell me what happened to me that first time we met?
I scarce am able to understand it myself
The first time I wrapped my arms around you when you walked in that hotel door in that quiet town in Illinois
The first time I had the chance steal a glance over at you riding in the passenger seat next to me
The first time we kissed, and my heart was finally convinced that the angel I had fallen so deeply in love with, had fallen for me too
I would never never be the same after that
Never would my eyes feel so bright and alive as they finally saw you -- you who had such mighty hands lovingly craft your every detail, your every feature
Every spark in your beautiful green eyes
Every ounce of love in your every smile
And that heart of yours...wow
The bible says that God searches our hearts and He knows them
I know something about my relationship with you, and that's that I am so very blessed to be yours..
God has certainly searched your heart, and He, like I, have found such love and care and beauty in it
The fact that He would bless me, with the love of your heart, is so, so very special...it means everything to me
So what happened to me the first time we met?
Well, darling..you changed my life
You completed my heart
And I met the one that I'm going to love and care for..not just for now, but for forever
I would want for nothing else
I love you with all my heart darling
I always will
:]
Forever Yours
--
Sunday, March 2, 2008
The most..
--
Dear Beautiful,
Do you know how perfectly happy you make my heart?
Truly as it toils and struggles faster and faster, working towards daily goals that seem sometime without reward or end -- when I hear your voice, when I feel you near, my heart finds its perfect peace
It's because you are my heart
Without doubt or concern, I know how much you have taken my heart -- yes, it's not mine anymore, and truly I never want it back
The most amazing
Most lovely
Most caring
Most loving
Most joyful
Most wonderful
Most...perfect
To me, the most beautiful girl that has ever graced my path with her footsteps
You are all of these
I am continually amazed that you are mine
That God has looked down upon this lowly man and seen fit to place such an angel in his life
I will never, ever let go of you
Never stop caring...never stop loving
My darling, do you know how beautiful in every way you are to me?
Please always let me tell you...for every day, for the rest of your life
:]
I love you, with all my heart!
Forever Yours
--
Dear Beautiful,
Do you know how perfectly happy you make my heart?
Truly as it toils and struggles faster and faster, working towards daily goals that seem sometime without reward or end -- when I hear your voice, when I feel you near, my heart finds its perfect peace
It's because you are my heart
Without doubt or concern, I know how much you have taken my heart -- yes, it's not mine anymore, and truly I never want it back
The most amazing
Most lovely
Most caring
Most loving
Most joyful
Most wonderful
Most...perfect
To me, the most beautiful girl that has ever graced my path with her footsteps
You are all of these
I am continually amazed that you are mine
That God has looked down upon this lowly man and seen fit to place such an angel in his life
I will never, ever let go of you
Never stop caring...never stop loving
My darling, do you know how beautiful in every way you are to me?
Please always let me tell you...for every day, for the rest of your life
:]
I love you, with all my heart!
Forever Yours
--
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