Thursday, January 31, 2008

Beyond just blessed..

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Dear Beautiful,

I am beyond just blessed by having you in my life

Beyond just a lucky guy, who's found a nice girl, and finds that it fits his life

No, in fact I have met the most beautiful, most sweetest, loving young woman I could ever have met

I can't ever stand to hear you tell me that you're overly attached, or damaged, or clingly..

Please, don't ever believe that about yourself

Katie you mean the world to me -- and you do so because your every step, your every word, your every smile, is so very lovely to me

Nothing will ever change that

I'd give up everything worldly I have would it just be to spend the rest of my life in your arms

Nothing you could ever say, or ever do, would ever make me want to leave your side

I want that as my role for the rest of my life -- the one who has the chance to be the one close to your heart

Truly darling, I am beyond just blessed

I am completely in awe at how someone so beautiful cares for me..

And just so you know..

I love you with all my heart

Forever Yours

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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

For the days we will spend..

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Dear Beautiful,

Less then a week

Those words ring in my ears with such a wonderful sound

Just the fact that now, it's real -- no more wondering back and forth if you're actually coming -- I know you actually are

Yes darling, I know it's only for four days -- yet those four days will be to be as 4 years -- that's how truly special they will be

I know that for that several hours I spend with you last time, they lasted in my memory till now -- as something so very special

I think about them as I drive home along lonely roads, and I start smiling

My mind wanders off to them at breakfast, or before I go to bed..and for a minute or two, I'm somewhere else, there with you again

For those days we have so soon -- they're going to be such a treasure to me

As you are -- darling allow me to care for you, to make you smile, to feel at peace and beyond pain or hurt

I want to be that -- always I do

For the four days that we will have, I know I will love and treasure every second of it

Even if we aren't saying anything -- if words fail, and the only thing left is your head on my shoulder

That's all I could ever want sweetie..you, all of you, for the rest of my life

I love you

:]

Forever Yours

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Could I sing you to sleep?

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Dear Beautiful,

Some people spend their whole life looking for someone who will best understand them

Someone who knows them so well, down to the differences in how they smile, or laugh, or walk around day to day

If you were to tell someone seeking this, that somehow, this would be able to happen with someone living 15 hours away

They wouldn't understand -- they couldn't

But look at what God has done in our lives together

Intertwined, and distant, these past two months have taught me how deeply you care for me

For but what are miles -- only something feet have trouble crossing -- but not hearts

My care for you has become so deep in my heart that all I think about is the times when I can care for your every need

To be the one who understands your every action, and knows exactly what to do to keep you safe and warm when the storms come

To sing you to sleep, to hold you in my arms as the one you can tell anything to, to pray for you when you are far from me, to pray with you when you are close..

My deepest desire is to care for you

Truly darling, you mean so very much to me

I know that in 8 days, almost 7, I'll be able to finally care and love you like I've wanted to for so long

And even though it'll be a short time frame, just like that 2-3 hours with you in that rainy city of Saint Louis, I know I'll treasure every moment of it for the rest of my life

My sweetest, most beautiful katie, I love you -- with my whole heart

And I intend to for the rest of my life

Forever Yours

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Monday, January 28, 2008

Sunshine on a sunny day

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Dear Beautiful,

It couldn't have been more perfect

I had the most beautiful day here -- my drive to school was slow and easy, going past grove after grove of sun lit woods

The clouds chose not to cover over the sun, but rather rest around it from their daily flight across the sky

I had hoped, I had dreamed, and finally when I heard your voice over that phone as I drove along, I just smiled

It was already beautiful, yet knowing that so soon I would be able to see you -- truly the most beautiful thing in my life, well...it made me absolutely overjoyed.

You were my sunshine on a sunny day, darling

Just as you have been my sunshine on the days that stormed, or poured down rain, or snowed..

Could I have ever dreamed that suddenly I would know I was seeing you, being back with you, being able to hold you in my arms?

I did, I have, and now, it's finally coming true

Darling it only proves to be again that distance cannot bind us, cannot stop us, and will never be able to keep us apart for forever

When I say I am forever yours, I mean it

For now, for 8 days from now, for 8 years from now, for the rest of my life

I love you

Forever Yours

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

Until we're walking down the aisle..

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Dear Beautiful,

I am so very much in love with you

When I reflect on everything we are, I become the happiest most joy filled guy around

My friends see it

Already they know when they ask me about how you are, that they'll get an absolute ear full of excited comments, laughing about all the jokes we make, and a consistant flow of utter peace in the joy that I have knowing you

Darling you are so very special to me..

No matter what situation arises in my life, or falls down upon our laps, I want you to know that no matter what decision is made, it'll always be the decision that keeps a smile on your face

Well gosh that's certainly how I want it..

Yes I want to be the one who walks down the aisle hand in hand with my wife -- you --knowing that I get to spend the rest of my life telling you, "I love you," and how beautiful you are to me

Everything I do, I do for that moment

I so desire to get down on one knee before you and put a ring on your finger

To know that the most beautiful girl in the whole wide world is going to marry me

I know its not much, and it doesn't compare, but your worth goes beyond value

Knowing you care for me makes me the happiest guy on the face of the earth

Every day, that's how I want it too

I love you

Forever Yours

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

Sweetheart...

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Dear Beautiful,

If I could look into future, there's only one image I'd like to see...

That would be your adorable face tucked down on my neck, as we sit somewhere in our very own house, in our very own room -- at the end of the day, just in one anothers arms...

I can see our days being filled with everything we've ever wanted to do, and not just for us, but for others, for those who truly desire to know the love of Christ in their hearts

My sweetheart and I -- able to spend our days together -- in the most beautiful joy a couple could have

I want to see you picking up the phone during the middle of the day, and hearing my voice on the other end of the line telling you how much I love you..

I want to start next to you in church, taking a minute away from my own singing just to look over at you and see my lovely katie singing with her beautiful voice to her creator

I want to see us, 50 years in the future, watching a sunset go down as we sit, hand in hand, completely as one anothers

Do I dream too much for you sweetheart?

I don't think so..I think you feel the same way..

And yes, that makes me the happiest man on the face of the earth

Darling we have so much to look forward to

And because all that time, will be spent with you..

I will adore every moment of it

Forever Yours

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What we are..

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Dear Beautiful,

In the eyes of those who see us, we are something of an enigma

750 miles away -- circumstances which bar us from spending time together -- different schools, different times for breaks and vacations

Yet, our relationship and love for one another just gets deeper

I am overwhelmed by the thought that I met the most special and beautiful girl -- completely filled with the hand of my creator -- and she, you..are in love with me

What we are is something that is strong

When I first talked with you about relationships, I can easily remember how we talked about a three fold cord that can't be broken

How little did I know that within two months, my heart would be strugging for its own kind of air, you, so far away, and that our cord would be put to the test

How little could I know that it would be pulled and bent in every attempt to dash us apart

But my darling, you, me, and by having God in our relationship, we're not going to get broken

Instead by all that pulling, I know I've only fallen ever more in love with you -- so much deeper, so much greater

What we are is something that is beautiful

I can care for you with every bit of my heart, and know that you care just as deeply for me...

Darling, I love you

I want to tell you that day and night for the rest of your life

I want to be able to kiss your cheek and make you feel better whenever you are sad

I know, that through this fire, it brings me ever closer to the most beautiful and lovely girl my eyes have ever looked upon

For that, for you, I would walk through any path, any hardship, any trial, to wind up as yours in the end

In God's hands -- I know, in time, you'll be in my arms for the rest of my life -- with no more distance ever to separate us

:]

Forever Yours

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Thursday, January 24, 2008

Through every moment..

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Dear Beautiful,

I want you to know, flat out -- right now..

I will always love and care for you.. always

These are not words which I could ever throw around lightly when it comes to you...

You are the one to make me smile, to be the sunshine in my life -- yes, everything about you I adore

It's more then just some simple thing which I could "let go" of if things got difficult..

Darling every single thing that could ever work to keep us apart would mean nothing to me -- just knowing you love me, is enough to keep me going on and on through anything just to be yours

Those three words do more then just make my heart jump, or make me tingle with joy -- they are the words which give me the strenght to carry on

Knowing of your love and care for me continually makes me realize that I would endure anything for your sake..

Through every moment, my love would never fall, or cease, or give up

It's not my desire to get married and have kids and live a happy life..

Rather --

It's my desire to marry you -- be the dad to your children -- live out the rest of my days happily with you, loving and caring for you until the end of our lives

Simply falling in love and getting married isn't an option any more

My heart has already made its choice, and it's only you I want to love for the rest of my life

In God's hands as it is, our relationship is beautiful

I...love....you -- only you

You are beautiful to me

I will always love you

It wouldn't matter however old you were, or far you were, or tired or happy or sad or frustrated or worn out..

No, I will always, always love you

I mean that darling, with my whole heart

Just like every other time, we're going to make it through this

My heart is there with you darling..and soon, before you know it..in the twinkling of an eye..

The rest of me will be too

Forever Yours

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Wednesday, January 23, 2008

The one for me..

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Dea Beautiful,

I am always here, seemingly every day, at that spot of being overwhelmed that you are mine

There are times when I read what you write to me, or listen to the deepest desires of your heart when you tell me of them, and I realize that if I could give all I had it would not be enough to equal all you mean to me

Truly, I'm amazed at the absolute depth of your care for me

When I used to think about who I might want to marry someday as a child, I could meander back and forth between thoughts of a girl who would know every single true desire of mine, every small little thing about me that is different from those around me..

As a dream is so fleeting and ends when the sun rises, so thoughts like these seemed to falter and fall away, as I most certainly "knew" that there would not be someone out there that could be that to me..

Do you know, I just know that you know the thoughts going through my head, the things I like the most -- and you care for them

I can't explain how you do it, but I just know when I talk to you and hear your voice in response to mine, my heart is calmed in the absolute knowledge of your love for me

You make me so very happy

And yes, you are the one for me...

I realize now that without you, I wouldn't be completely, I'd be missing so much from my heart -- it's because it's just not mine anymore, it's yours

God has blessed me enough to place in my life the most beautiful, caring, young woman a man could ever want

I still just wonder at how your most beautiful eyes see in me something special

I am forever yours, truly

My love for you has no end, no pause, and no regret

It'll be there till the end of my life, and anything you could ever want, ever need, I truly want to be that

Yes, I love you so very much my beautiful darling

I am,

Forever Yours

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

21, 23

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Dear Beautiful,

Twenty One -- Twenty Three

As I looked at my blog tonight just before I started writing you, I noticed that these were the numbers that told me how many times I had written something about you over the past two months..

Yes, that's 44 completely different and special times I've found words in my heart to tell you about how much I adore you

It's completely honest when I say that there is no one that has ever made me feel like this..

No one who could ever keep my attention for hours and hours on the phone -- ranging on topics to elephants with pants, really "awesome" things, sleeping habits, and then of course my favorite, the time I get to tell you how much I love you..

There's no one ever who has made my heart leap in my chest every time I hear your sweet sweet voice, or see your picture, or read your beautifully loving words to me

Darling, you mean so very much to me..

I never could have known that God's hands had crafted and shaped such a beautiful girl, and that she would one day cast her eyes on me and find in me someone she loved..

I am so, so very blessed

Truly I contemplate the days between november 20th and now

I wonder at the fact that I could never understand how deeply in love I would fall, with someone so absolutely wonderful as you are

Yes, right now it's 21, 23

Yet I know deep down in my heart that by the end of my life, the letters and words of love I will have written and spoken to you will number in the thousands

I love you darling, I know I always will

Forever Yours

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Monday, January 21, 2008

For the sweetest girl in the whole world..

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Dear Beautiful,

There's no way I could string together words that could accurately be enough to describe how absolutely beautiful you are to me

I can't really describe the things I could do, or the places I would go, to be able to have you by my side for the rest of my life

You are truly, the sweetest girl in the whole wide world...

It's the reason I love to talk to you for hours on end, tell you I love you as many times as those words come together in my heart..

I miss you day and night -- through the most beautiful sunsets and the most lonely showers of rain, my heart aches to be there with you

When you told me today that you were going to be driving through rain and ice, my heart was so concerned with you making it safe and sound..

I wouldn't be able to bear the thought of being without you

Winding up 25 years down the road without you, the sweetest most loving girl I've ever met..

I see your note next to my computer, just a few inches in front of your picture, and I realize..

Living without you is just not an option for me

Seeing that adorable smile, that little heart you write next to your name, and knowing how much all your love is for me

It just sends my heart into the biggest flutter

I love you my darling, so very much

I know I'm going to love you for the rest of my life

I really can't wait for those times when we do have every moment together...

You and me, we're gonna make it to the very end, hand in hand

:]

Forever Yours

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Sunday, January 20, 2008

When you say you love me..

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Dear Beautiful,

Your words to me are so sweet and absolutely perfect in every way

When you say you love me, my heart gives a flutter that its never, ever felt before..

Truly I love you just so very much that those words to my ear invokes in me an inexpressible joy

My heart beats faster, my own words on the tip of my tounge falter and fail, and I can do nothing but allow my heart to just be oh so very happy

Yes darling, those words from the lips of my most beautiful -- you -- they are beyond special to me

But, it's not only just those words..

Actually, it's so much more then just those words

In fact, it's all of you

You're able to express you love by caring for me, by feeling my hurts as well as my joys and sharing every one, by the things you write me and the things you send me, and even more beautiful, by your prayers for me..

Could I ever meet someone as special as you?

Honestly, it's impossibile

I could never ever imagine that someone so absolutely beautiful in every way existed

And more so then that, that someone like that would love me..

Yes, you are so very beautiful to me

And I love you, so, so very much

:]

Forever Yours

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Saturday, January 19, 2008

I am completely amazed..

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Dear Beautiful,

Can I just say right now, that these last two months have been something so completely amazing to me?

I don't feel as if they've been two months

When the week of 11/16/07 started for me, time seemed to be passing normally

I was often struck with feelings of being alone, and the harshness of feeling like I was unable to ever meet the special girl for me

Then suddenly wednesday the 20th came along and my entire world changed

11/20/07 was the day I met the woman of my dreams -- beyond even dreams, the most beautiful and special girl that touched my heart like no one ever had

That was you, darling...

Since that day, it feels as if I've gotten to know you so very well

Every minute, second even, with you, has been so completely special

I've fallen in love with your every laugh, your every smile, you every word (banana!), and yes, the way you care for your Savior, your family, and yes even me

I adore you so very much my darling

Know how wonderfully you've impacted my heart..and yes,

I love you so very, very much!!

Forever Yours

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Friday, January 18, 2008

Today

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Dear Beautiful,

Today, today was the end of our countdown..

The end to each and every moment I spent pondering the time I'd have with you, saying goodnight to you, at this exact moment in time...

But darling even though I remain get far from your sweet smile, your loving touch...your presence is still perminantly incased in my heart

Yes, my love for you continues to grow with each and every passing minute, passing day

Every moment apart from you doesn't tear me apart, but rather, draws me closer and closer into you -- this angel that has somehow fallen in love with me

Darling I'm counting down the days until there's no more break in us -- no more distance -- no more overwhelming longing to be by your side

As today passes, and the day flies by with which I was nearly by your side...

I will continue to wait, minute for minute, hour for hour

Before you know it, I will be there with you in that airport

I'll throw my arms around you and hold you tightly in my embrace, leaning in to kiss your lips and never let go

Know that I love you, so very much

You are my everything -- forever!

Forever Yours

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

Every passing moment..

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Dear Beautiful,

Like watching the world fly by -- every moment some memory or time of my life flashing by as the minutes pass -- every one of those moments passing is a wonderful one to me because it brings me closer to you

Yes, I'll be the one to be your pillow when you're tired, to be your joy when you're sad, to be your encouragement when you're down, to be, to be, to be...

The things I want to be for you go on and on

Yes every one of these moments seem almost far from reality in that you're not here with me, seeming as you should be

My heart is there with you every moment, and the rest of me realizes that there's a big part of me, missing..

But in those moments, I will be patient

I will be patient through every moment that is hard, easy, beautiful, or tense

It seems as if every one of them gets grouped into one thing, and that's, "without you."

But darling, when those moments over, and the sun comes out again through these clouds that that we watching

It'll be you and me, forever, always, and I'll hold you in my arms until the end of my life

:]

Forever Yours

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

My darling

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Dear Beautiful,

I want you to know -- you're the most special person I've ever met

Beyond special, I've never truly been in love with someone before, with you, I already know I'd lay down my own life it it meant you would survive

I'd crack a thousand jokes, or bring you a million dandelons, if it meant a smile would once again light across your face

Please know that nothing will ever, ever change that

To have and hold you -- for better or worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish, till death do us part

Yes darling, I already mean every word

Please, believe me when I say that I want to be the run to rub your head when you're tired, kiss your cheek when you're sad, carry you when you're sick, hold you tightly when you cry

These hard things are not meant to be taken on alone, and I want to be the one to help you through each and every one

It's not about you being happy all the time

Darling I love you with all I have even when you're sad....

I do love you so, so very much...

And I can't wait to spend every day of the rest of my life with you

:]

Forever Yours

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

For now, for forever..

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Dear Beautiful,

Oh what a path we're on

It's the most beautiful path -- surrounded by beautiful high trees -- rays of golden sunshine peeking down between each hanging arbor

Everywhere you turn is somewhere beautiful -- with fireflies at night and all sorts of ladybugs in the day time

Just for now, at this point, our path is parted, you on one side, me on the other

But don't worry darling, our paths do come back together again so very soon!

I say I love you, and I mean it, for now and for forever

I know our lives are so beautifully set apart and placed togetner and yes we are in God's hands

Do you know that yes you always make me smile? Day in and day out?

You talk about apologising for being frustrated -- darling you should know never to do that because when I'm frustrated, you take away every pang of confusion and hurt and replace it with the most beautiful joy

I love you so very much baby, and yes someday I will carry you away in my arms, and we'll be together in one another's embrace for the rest of our lives

I really can't wait for that

:]

Forever Yours

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Monday, January 14, 2008

You're the girl of my dreams darling..

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Dear Beautiful,

How you make my heart beat so much faster

My goodness, knowing there's someone that loves me so very much, and is so beautiful in every way, makes me just so very happy each and every moment

Yes, you're the girl of my dreams

I've never experienced such a beautiful heart such as yours -- I know I wanna be the one to find the ins and the outs of it for the rest of my life

To discover what makes you smile, what makes that heart of yours beat faster with happiness, yes that's what I want to spend a life time finding out

Truly I could never have imagined having someone as special as you are like me...

Knowing that you do, well, now a days I smile more then ever, I'm peaceful about things I face, people I talk to -- because there's always the reminder in the back of my head that by tonight I'll be able to talk to my beautiful baby...you!

Trust me darling, I want to be the one someday that runs with you out of a church, married, and off on our little adventures to disney world, and europe, and bill nye. Yes just you and me

No more distance

No more only telephone conversations

Yes, you'll be in my arms

And even as I do now, I'm going to love you with my whole heart, for the rest of my life...

Forever Yours

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

Well gosh..

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Dear Beautiful,

Well gosh...did you know that your sweet adorable voice gets ever more familiar to me?

Every night I seem to be hooked on hearing it, telling me anything!

From english, to frisbee, to going to court for an effort to bring missouri and virginia together -- there's something about our talks that I know is really so very special

It's something which is so utterally beautiful and perfect that I know I want to be the one to talk to you for hours and hours for the rest of my life!

Yes -- I find in your everything I've ever wanted, ever dreamed for...

Truly our talks in person will be even more special because I'll be able to hold your hand as we walk, or kiss your cheek when we laugh, hold you closely if you're tired...yes the romantic in me is still very alive and kicking and waiting through every second of being away from you

But yes, things this wonderful, centered in the grace of our beautiful loving Father, are so bound to continue

I look foward to having these amazing chats with you tomorrow, next week, next year, next decade...well, for forever

I love you!!

Forever Yours

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

With the touch of your hand, the sound of your voice..

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Dear Beautiful,

I adore you

More then that..

I love you!

I see in you everything I care for -- everything I want to love for the rest of my life

It's so easy to see, really

Did you know that the sound of your voice makes my heart peaceful and so very happy at the same time?

Thinking about the touch of your hand, as it holds mine, springs both butterflies and comfort through my entire chest

These things about you make me realize that its beyond just something temporary

Yes darling, I am yours for forever

I can easily see how much God does love you -- to create something so beautiful of heart, so loving, truly He has His hand on your life

His joy, His love, they shine from you, from every bit of you

From that you light up my life, completely, and you do it with such grace and humbleness

Yes, I feel so completely blessed to have you as mine

I love you my darling, and no matter what ever happens

I will love and care for you for the rest of your life

This I'm sure of

:]

Forever Yours

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Friday, January 11, 2008

Love

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Dear Beautiful,

There's absolutely no other words that can describe it

Yes, the thought of you running through my head the entire day made me happy

A smile seemingly never left my lips, there was small things about every place I was, that sent me off on a day dream thinking about you, and knowing your deep, deep care for me allowed me to be so at peace about everything..

I can't say it enough -- you are the most special person in my life, ever! I love you with my whole heart

There's something about your note last night that put words onto paper that no one else could have, or ever has expressed to me

My heart was literally overwhelmed, but I mean that in a very very good way

Reading how much love you have for me made my eyes water, and my cheeks clinch tightly together..I clutched my chest -- honestly, I couldn't stop that feeling inside that was filled with such utter and compete love for you -- and I certainly didn't want to

No one, has ever touched my heart like you have

No one has ever looked at me with the eyes that you look at me with

No one has ever spoken to me with such loving words as you do

You're my first -- truly, my last -- my everything

So my darling, know that you've made every dream of mine come true

Yes, I am going to ask you to marry me someday

And hopefully, if you say yes, I'm going to love you for the rest of my life

Forever Yours

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Thursday, January 10, 2008

For this road that we are walking on..

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Dear Beautiful,

So here are the trials..

My goodness, I can hear the storm outside my window right now and realize that you and I are in the midst of our own

But just like every true storm, the sun comes out in the end

Truly, by God's strength we'll be able to make it -- just like every other storm we could ever face

Know that I love you so very much my darling...and no matter what I'm going to do my best to be the one to hold you every time you're sad..

Even though this is all so very hard, the love and the care that we have goes past and beyond the hardships that try to pull us apart

Yes, what we have is far too beautiful to be torn away by anything, ever

Know that even know the road we're walking on right now now is hard, and painful..

At least, we're walking on it together -- And soon enough, you and I will be back in the beautiful sunshine -- with no more storms to face

I love you!

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Wednesday, January 9, 2008

You are so beautiful..

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Dear Beautiful,

Words can't express your love and your absolutely amazing heart

I just can't understand how this jersey boy got so lucky to be loved by someone who is just so beautiful as you are, in every way

When storms like this come, you weather them in such a lovely manner that I sit here, amazed, at how wonderfully God has made you

Truly He's gifted you such a loving and caring heart, such a strong faith, a vision to serve His kingdom for your life, and a gift at giving me the biggest smile I could ever have..

I love you, I know I'll always love you

For the times when I can hug you, when I can kiss your lips and tell you everything is going to be ok, when I can take you places fun and bring out that beautiful smile on your face, when I can show you something beautiful and hear your love and adoration for the works of our Creator's hand, when I can be the last person you say goodnight to, and the first to see in the morning, when I can be more then just a husband, but truly a dad to someone named Addison, and Lilly -- All these things I desire with my whole heart

By God's hands, we're going to make it there

I promise

I love you!! And I'm never going to stop telling you that...

Forever Yours

--

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

Of Sunsets and Adorable Green Eyes..

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Dear Beautiful,

As I drove today, with my windows down, and the warm breeze fading across my cheek, I thought of you

I thought of how nothing compares to how much I could get lost in your adorable green eyes -- perfectly happy

I wish you would have been there with me, as I always do, really..

To sit and watch the purple sunset, feel the breeze in your hair, be there side by side with me

In a way you were, because I was thinking about you

Well, more then thinking about you, I was already off and away from that New Jersey road and somewhere sitting closely to you

You mean so much to me

That sunset, as beautiful as it was, does not compare to the beauty I see in you

My own heart has fallen completely in love with yours -- truly, you are beautiful in every way

Darling, I miss you, and I know that soon enough --

I'll be able to watch those sunsets with you there next to me

And truly, I look forward to that with my whole heart

Forever Yours

--

Monday, January 7, 2008

Closer..

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Dear Beautiful,

I've gotten so close to you over this past month

Yes, its been one month since that amazingly beautiful day in my life when the girl of my dreams truly became mine

One month since that day the girl God had known would be so wonderful to me, would finally place her hand into mine

It's so just special to me darling

Everything about you makes my heart so joyful


The closer I get to you, the more I wanna be there with you

Truly be the one to hold you if some dog or cat close to your heart died

Or the one to give you a kiss to calm your nerves through a storm

Or the one to take you to a field of dandelions to bring the biggest smile to your face

The closer I get to you, the more things come to mind that I want to do for you..

To care for you

You are so very beautiful to me my darling

I know -- for certain -- I want to be the one getting closer to you, caring for you..for the rest of your life

Forever Yours

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Sunday, January 6, 2008

I do, baby..with all my heart

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Dear Beautiful,

I thought you should know, and somehow tonight, it worked out that I could tell you

Just three words

My whole heart

You know my deepest desire is to tell you that for the rest of your life

I know its only words

But when I told you them, every bit of me was reaching out towards you

When I see your smile, my whole day just brightens

Something like when the sunrise gives its first crest of light in a dark sky

You, my darling, light up my life

I'm so blown away at how special you are

I do, baby, I do I do I do, love ... with all my heart

So much so, that someday, I plan to be saying "I do" to you, in a much more special circumstance

Truly, I'd love that

Yet for now, it's one more goodnight without you here

But soon, I'll be looking into your eyes and telling you goodnight, plus so much more

Heart, to heart...

Forever Yours

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Saturday, January 5, 2008

You words are so beautifully telling..

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Dear Beautiful,

Know that with every time you speak to me -- with your every breath, and every word, I can feel how much you care

From 1097 miles away I know that even in that you find ways to touch my heart

Well, I say touch -- it's more like you make my heart oh so very happy in every way

I know now that for the rest of my life, I'll truly know what love is like

It's not something I can pierce my eyes into from something in my past and see that its something I'd had before, and lost

No, you are the first girl in my life that I can truly realize how deeply in, coffee, I am with

Your words are so telling

They make my heart jump and sing at the same time

And that means more to me then anything

I'm in prayer for you always, my darling

I know God's taking such good care of you even if I can't be there to, and that's special to me

For when I do see you again, and when finally we are able to spend real time together

Those beautiful words of yours will always be at my heart

And my care for you will always be there -- always

Forever Yours

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You are...

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Dear Beautiful,

You are so very very sweet, so very very beautiful...

I wanted to tell you tonight a million times, that I love..

And I do

Its more then just words, more then just feelings written across a page

My every fiber of my whole being wants to be near you

To care for you for the rest of your life, to talk to you, to laugh with you, to snuggle up close to you and keep you warm...

Your name -- every time I see it, or hear it, it draws a smile across my face

That's because any thought of you just makes me so happy

Darling I adore you, so, so very much..

My whole heart is there with you in Missouri -- even if the rest of me is still distant

I miss you sweetie..you are so very special to me

I can't wait to see you

:]

Forever Yours

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

So Loving

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Dear Beautiful,

You are always so loving

So compassionate and gentle in every single word, every single action..

I noticed it for the first time the day I started talking to you

I knew at that moment it was something completely special and something I had truly never encountered before

I realized its directing towards me the second you gave me that handmade book

When the gaze of my eyes gently fell on each picture, each word

I could tell how much love you had put into that

And you made it for me?

How could I be lucky, so blessed?

I couldn't help but ask myself that a million times..

When I do think about you, which is pretty much all the time, I can't help but realize that I've met the most beautiful girl I could ever meet, in my entire life

And yes, looks wise, you're so absolutely the most beautiful girl in the whole world, it's true!

Yet it goes beyond just that -- your heart is so big, so loving, so caring and attentive

Because I see all that in you, it just makes me want to care for you even more

Darling, know that I'm yours, from now till forever if you'll have me

And if could have the chance, to care for someone as loving and special as you are, for the rest of my life, it would be the greatest joy I could ever have..

Forever Yours

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Wednesday, January 2, 2008

Speechless

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Dear Beautiful,

I'm speechless

Utterally and completely tongue tied at how special you are

Sometimes I wonder at my own words when I talk to you

I wonder at how they're just not enough sometimes

I know there's three of them I'm aching to tell you

For you and I they'll mean so so much more too


Know, if I'm ever unable to get words out because I've lost myself in your beautiful green eyes

Or if my words seem fumbled and confused because every word I know doesn't come close to telling you how special you are to me

That truly you've taken over my whole heart

I'd rather be speechless at how you are mine, and at how you're going to be for all my life

Then be able to say a million words yet never any of them to you

I miss you darling, so so much

:]

Forever Yours

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

Can I just say, "You're My Everything"?

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Dear Beautiful

I'm so amazed at how lucky I am

I'm so amazed at how much I want to be with you

Every minute, every day

Perhaps it's because you're the sweetest, most caring, most beautiful girl I've ever met

I'm so blessed to be able to call you mine!

Really!

I tell everyone now that dreams really do come true

It's not some silly message, or some ridiculous idea or marketing ploy, no..the sweetest most beautiful dream I could ever dream has come true right before my eyes

Should someone pinch me?

Am I dreaming?

If so I hope I'll never wake up, never be away from your sweet voice that I so adore, never part from the knowledge that I'm going to have you back in my arms so soon, never, ever

Yes, you are my everything darling

I am so humbled that God should put in my life someone so very special and close to His heart as you are

I miss you dearly, and I'm counting down every minute till I can look deeply into your beautiful green eyes and tell you how much I love .....

Forever Yours

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