Tuesday, February 12, 2008

My heart..

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Dear Beautiful,

Oh how I miss you

Words can't express it

Really, they can't

I seem to have been unable to find words the entire day -- going from one happy moment of thinking about you, to the next disheartening moment of realizing you aren't here anymore

I do love you, with all my heart

It's the reason my chest tugs and pulls when I realize I'm not with you -- the reason my heart hasn't been able to find happiness in any part of my day

Not being able to see that beautiful smile, hold you in my arms, or just be present with you has left an empty feeling my heart has never felt before

Never have I loved someone so much

Never have I missed someone so much

Just know that I love you..so, so very much

My only joy comes from knowing I will spend the rest of my life with you -- every moment

I miss you so, so so so much sweetheart

And I love you with my whole heart

Forever Yours

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1 comment:

.kt. said...

My heart is completely yours, my Charles...nothing, nothing will ever change that.

I could not find words today easily either...every time I tried to speak, I was thinking about you and I got lost again in how much I do love you...

Please know that I do love you. Know it's true...I mean it. I miss you more than I ever thought possible...and now that you're gone, it's been renewed with a force ten times as strong as before.

I love you, my Charles...I do, I do.