Saturday, December 29, 2007

What Could Be

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Dear Beautiful,

It's so true that I'm often thinking about you

Sometimes I think about holding you, sometimes about talking to you for hours on end as I can look in your eyes and watch them twinkle, sometimes about finding ways to bring out that beautiful smile on your face..

And sometimes I think about what could be if it were just you, and me

How we could spend our own special Christmas together, or our own New Years and Thanksgiving and beyond even that, just every day together

Just the thought crosses my mind of being able to hold you every night

To kiss you into goodnight and good morning

To go somewhere to praise God together -- just you and I

To one day be the one that you'd turn to for anything, because I'd be the one to love you for forever and care for you with my whole heart

To rub your head when you had a headache, far into the years of your life

To kiss away your every tear, and be the one to fulfill your every dream

Forgive me if this seems weird and out there, but with you darling I just get flooded by these incredible thoughts

I just long to see you, to spend my moments with you

I know if I miss you this much at my current point in your life, that truly that's something that's not going to change

I do hope that what could be, someday becomes what is

And my beautiful, I'd want for nothing more then that

:]

Forever Yours

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1 comment:

.kt. said...

Weird and out there? No...because I have entertained each and every one of those thoughts. I long to be the one for you that can curl up beside you each evening before bed and rub your neck and tell you...well...you know the three words I'm thinking of. Truly, I think we're well on our way to really finding out what could be.
I miss you so very much...truly.